07.21.08

D: I agree. You don't know what you've got till it's gone and you wouldn't have known otherwise. You're right, it may be even BETTER! I don't hate you. Resent, probably. Hate, definitely not. It's just that every time I start feeling better... "YOU CUT ME OPEN AND I KEEP BLEEDING, KEEP, KEEP BLEEDING LOVE." I'm tired of feeling down. I didn't make the decision. You did. So why then, do I have to suffer on a daily basis for your actions? Because I love you and have no other choice. Now who's pathetic? Let's just try and make the best of this situation and atleast lie to each other and say we're happy.